I Don't Care

Not sure if I mentioned this before. I really wonder how people can blog about happy things only and their world seems to be so perfect, so flawless like they are living in dreamworld. Sometimes I wonder who actually reads my blog, other than my close ones like my sista, khrys, jess and a few others I think.

Anyway from now on I'm going to blog every single thing about how I feel whether I am upset or happy or crazy! But then again, I love to give an impression I've got a perfect life!

Seriously life is not that easy. Some things just get to me and it is so hard to get over!

At the moment, obviously I'm not in my best mood. I'm feeling so down becos my stupid husband said something really nasty to me last night. Usually I would be screaming at him but I didn't this time. Should I tell you what he said? I really don't know. Somehow I'm scared to let everyone knows about me and my real life. I mean my real life is not that bad; no bashing or violence.
What if my readers see me one day, and look at me funny? It is like you can see through me, knowing my everything.

I think you must be pulling your hair apart trying to figure out what the hell I'm blogging so far. Honestly I don't care. In a way, I just want to let it all out to say I'm not happy. But I don't know how far this should go.

Sometimes I wish I have got no responsibilities. I wish life was simpler. Or maybe less worries. I wish I can not care about anything and do whatever I like. But then again, will this be the world I want to be in?